Finals around the corner o.o''

Hey ya peeps,

Im rather alone rn. My roommates are all at their own home sweet home. so only me is left here. I was glad that i did not feel a tad bit scared being left alone here . i honestly feel like i was at home in my own room, minus my family. 

btw i really miss this blog. T.T hope u r doing fine without me. 

oh i forgot to mention, BTS is about to make a cb this 12 April which is also a day after i finished my exams. im so excited. I even pre-ordered the new album Map of Persona :"))) Im sure it gonna be lit lit lit.

ugh idk wht to write anymore . so yea. bye peeps.

Happy 2k19 XD

Dear Cullen,

Its 2019. Ive been so lazy lately. please say sike.

6 months pass by quickly here, without knowing, the final exam is coming.

being a retarded student, im honestly terified with wht might happen. 

wanna get atleast 3.5 pointer, but with wht im doing now, probabbly not.

but still, i wanna try my best. always.

btw there this new bg under bighit that will debut soon. their group name is rumored to be TXT. one member has already been introduced, yeonjun. and hes so friggin good looking. im so excited for their debut and im not sure exactly why. but yep, fro  the look of it, ill probabbly stan them. ok thats all, later.

MUET speaking test :'')

Dearest blog,

Tomorrow at 11 O'clock, I'll be facing my MUET Speaking test. I really hope that I'll not ran out of ideas tomorrow. My self-esteem were very low yesterday, but it seems a lot better now. 

I'll going to do my best tmr. I'll just talk whtever, and try to come up with a good point. I'm hoping that everything will go well :)

FIGHTING DEARSELF ! YOU CAN KILL THIS. 

ROAST DEM ASSES GOOD.

DON'T FORGET TO HELP YOUR TEAMMATES TOO.

BE CONFIDENT !! HAVE FAITH IN URSELF !

IF BTS CAN WORK HARD AND SUCCESS, SO DO YOU !

Heyaaaaa peeps ! *lots of kisses*

My dearest blog,

How i miss you so fckn much. it been a year since i last wrote anything here. Even, the last post was about my SPM trial and well,.. let me just tell you i didnt ace it well.

Like i got only 2A's for my trial and that was so shocking T.T I even got the last place in class, and believe me, I was not happy about it. JUst Redha with everything. ( but i was not disappointed either , since i already predicted THAT would happen.)

So , because of my bad results during trial, I tried to improve myself, did lots of studying, even most of the teachers were looking out for me :') i was so grateful for all of their help. 

And somehow, It was already Examination week. I dont really remember how on earth i did survive , but yeah, i did it. My most confident papers were English. I was really grateful i didnt ran out of ideas back then. 

In March 2018, the results came out. I was quite nervous, but i dont expect too much since my results before were not that great either. I was just hoping for my results to have improvement from my trial THATs all.

And yea, when the teacher announced the names who got 8A and above, my name was there. AND I WAS NEVER THAT PROUD OF MYSELF. 

NEVER HAVE I EVER EXPECTED I WOULD GET THAT MUCH. I was very satisfied. alhamdulillah. i was very very grateful.

OH, I FORGOT TO TELL YO PEEPS, in February 2018, I FINALLEYH GOT MY CAR LICENCE. 

23rd MAY 2018, I enrolled into Kedah MAtriculation College as a science module 1 student under one year program. 

Its alraedy JULY, and my mid-sem holiday is 2 weeks ahead. I can finally go home.

em thats all for today , i think.

i will  try to write more 2morrow or tonite.

do miss me blogie :)))))))))

O Sincerely,

The Cullen's

Trial is Over !

     

Dear Guys,

Im glad that my results are improving..

Tho i didn't earn much..

It's okay. I'll do better for the real exam.

I really really hope that i would become a pro aktuarist one day.

Pray for mehhh.

Aminn.

Got a new sister :) yeayyyyyy

23th July 2017,

the born of a new little angel in the family..

welcome to the world little kid :)

I still didn't get to see her in person,

she's a premature bby,

so she's still in the hospital..

and my trial is just next week.. 

perhaps i need to wait for another 3 weeks

before I can meet her ><

her name is Wan Nur Aliah maybe ?

i don't really sure..

i hope u'll become a good daughter for our parents..

and of course..

a good little sister for me..

don't vexed me ok ?

don't become like your other sisters.

Lots of love,

elsest sister <3 

Trial Is Near !

Yo guys !

SSup ?!

Yea just read the title. I'm going to rant about it non-stop rn.

So Trial... SPM Trial.

It's freaking important hoe T^T

I'm just super scared rn. I need to struggle hard in order to pass it with flying colours. and the teeny tiny problem is... i hve too much flaws to improve myself. 

Yepp, i'm going to try my hardest. I promised you that. And I only got like a month to struggle for it. Hope i can cope up with everything fast enough to score A and not hve any fail.

BUT I'M STILL SCARED !

Cuz literally , I keep losing my focus to study.. and I also sleep during lessons TT^TT

That is super rude and I also keep being at the bottom of the class.

*sigh*

Let's just wish for the best ey ?

FIGHTING WAN !!