Ottokaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!?

Hey there blog,

My laptop is having some problem until now and well, i just wanna say that i miss u so much <3

stay golden Blogie. 

Place: pusat akses sekolah T.T

why are u so cutaeyhh TT.TT

I Don't Freakin' Sleep today :p

Wednesday, 3 February 2016 <3

Dear blog,

Like freakin' srsly? is this the reality? like... i didn't sleep even a wink in today class lessons??? Woaa... this is so unbelievable >< yay for "berulang". hoho, well,  like i said, i was at home right? bcuz of an illness?

kayy, Nevermind. 

i'm just lack of ideas for a moment about what to write here. this day is not that memorable act.

hmmmm.. //thinking hard//

 ouh ouh,during the biology class for today i was a bit moody, cuz well, i'd left the lessons for 2 days already... and the thing that the teacher was explaining infront was a bit complicated to understand that quickly.

so, i started to scold HNA,mahie and i regretted doing that afterwards bcuz they were too pure innocent. especially HNA. sorry HNA :'( i didn't meant to. i was stressed at the moment.

As the thing we were learning today was TOO easy for me to understand in a split of a second _,_ I put sarcasm here.. i decided to shut the world out for a moment, and dive into the revision book instead. Dive here does not refer to sleeping okay? it's refer to 'mentelaah' -..-"

and alhamdulillah, after i'd done, reading the explanation in the book for many times, i finally understand the point.. like BOO YAHH >< Biology is all about reading. Read it first then when u don't understand, try to discuss it with your friends .. if u still have unanswered questions, go and ask Your TEACHER. He/she will surely help you.

adios, i'm sleepy already.

and this post sucks :(

THese are so adorable .

             

Park Freakin' Jimin >< obviously, he's such a bias wrecker.  i've found this pic of him in a wattpad story entitled 'Pickup Lines' by @taestylips >< i really adored her ff. 
they are all cheesily sweet but mostly the yoonmin ones.
how i love that ship <3

and down here is the pic i got from there too >< they were all cute and hella nice :)
i srsly, can't control myself looking at them.
Yoongi looks so cute here, and same goes to Jimin ><
anyhow, enjoy? i guess.
Got no interest? just F**k off :p
idgas anyway.

   

I've done something wrong -w- ottokae?

Dear blog,

yep, i was alone again this morning in this freakin' house. everything was just normal.. i was playing internet games on mother's laptop while eating some yummy ice-creams. the game i was playing was the "club penguin". i'm totally in love with da game >< 

anyway, like i said, everything i did was just normal. so, when i've done eating the ice-creams, i walked to the kitchen to, well.. to washed the cup of course. Then, something horrible happened. On my way to the sink, the cup slipped from my hand, and well,the cup was not a plastic one, so it shattered into pieces as it hit the floor hard.

my expression at that moment was like... i'm totally DOOMED _,_

i picked up one of the big pieces of the shattered glass.. and then i felt like something had stung my thumb. i try to ignore it at quickly took the broom and swept the big glass pieces away. i was afraid that my mother would know, so i wrapped them up in an old newspaper and throw it in the dustbin. 

Something had stung my thumb right? and guess what? it just a tiny piece of glass, it's tiny here ok? not small, it's super duper tiny... but it hurts like hell. i'd try to squeeze the thing out, and eventually, it works >< i was so glad.

then, something popped in my mind.. what if the tiny pieces was still there on the floor? i dun want any of my family to get hurt bcuz of meee.. that's awful. so, for the first time in history, i mopped the floor neatly cuz i dun want the pieces to be there... and alhamdulillah.. no one is hurting YET.

i'm still afraid though. 

let's all pray that everything would be okay ><

anyeong.

Alone time at home _.._

Dear blog,

let me tell you this,

I've always thought that if i was at home alone, life would be awesome. but well, my thoughts are different now. life is indeed  boring as hell if i was home alone. 

it is surely nice to have the house for myself.. but the silence.. it really kills me. i really can't stand the silence. so, to avoid the boredom from killing me right there, i would always fall asleep and well.. it's already tiring me out. i'm tired of sleeping. i really dun want to sleep anymore... but the silence always make me feels sleepy all of a sudden so i just need to fall asleep --" ya get it right?

anyway, i'd just called sarah heyo hours ago, and i'm glad that the teachers were busy with their work. so, it means that i didn't miss lots of studying yet. and the hw were not that much too. i'm fellin' so grateful rn.

Sarah said that she will stay at Gamayan >< yayyyy~ i'm so happy.. i just hope Tun was thinking the same thing. i dun want her to move out from the school TT^TT pliss stay Tun... Pretty pleaseee..?

okay, that's all i guess. maybe i would start schooling this Wednesday? cuz the MC expiry date is tomorrow. hope this illness i got would fade soon. it's getting itchier days by days. i'm tired of enduring it.

pray for my healthiness <3

Adeu ><

Goodbye already ... ?

hmmm..

Hi blog. guess what? I'm at  home now :) 

wanna know why? bcuz i have this disease called somewhat like 'chiken pox' plus 'kayap' _,_ and it was sooo itchy. there were red spots everywhere at my body. and bcuz of that i need to stay home to avoid any infection from happening. We don't want this disease to get spread right?

anyway, it's near February now, and lots of the form 4 students are gone :'( as they went to another school. i really really hate this. especially when the one who wants to move out is my bestfriend, Fnmt_290700. It's unfair maaa~ she got this school called Seremban  Science School Girl and was talking non-stop about it. whenever i heard it ,i would get upset and starts throwing tantrums _,_ i really hate the idea of her going out to another school. i really can't accept it.

sometimes i would think that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, and maybe it was bcuz i was ugly plus annoying or something. like F**k i was freaking upset with her. sometimes, i also thought, maybe if i was dead... no one really even cares? right?

cuz everytime i was not with her she doesn't even look disturbed by it, but if she's not with me i would try to find her and even though i was laughing or something at the moment. i don't know why... but i know we are becoming more distant day by day.. is there something wrong?

and i really hate myself for feeling like this. i'm just afraid that she would forget me when she was in another school.. well, she is friendly and talkative.. that's what i'm afraid of. she doesn't even like to reply my messages and hmm.. that disturb me too.. and she also wants to change her wattpad username... how am i suppose to find her next time?

Ya Allah, pliss make her change her mind...and pliss make her stay.

TT^TT *crying soundly*

Almost burnt the house _,_

yo blog,

guess what? 

16 January 2016 in history, is the day where i boiled some eggs and almost burnt the house.. goshh, thanks god my mother was home in time.. otherwise, something bad might happen to the kitchen.

The story starts like this, 

My mother and my 3 other youngsters were out to check on my mother's client house. I was at home, alone with Aisyah, my younger sister, stalking some picture editing online in the internet in order for us to make a fabulous cover photo. 

And out of nowhere, my tablet suddenly starts ringing. I answer it, and it was just my mom. She asked me to clean the living room a bit as my father was on his way home, and she also asked me to boiled the eggs. So i went out of my room, and start doing what my mother told me to.

I picked 6 eggs, cleaned it for a bit, choose a pot, put some water into it, and then started boiling. i put the stove on maximum level and went to the living room to watch the tv.

Hours past, and

I don't really remember what many hours later, but i know it was already maghrib, my mother came home. I went into my room. The door can be heard was opened by my brother... and shortly after that, my mother shouted out my name.

I hurriedly ran to my mother, which is the kitchen and strong burning smell greeted my nose. euwwwww~ it smells totally gross. my mother then asked me "what have you done? "

I looked at the pot and were shocked to see that the water had already dried, and the base of the pot, was already black.... my mind whispered to me.. I'M DOOMED _,_

then my mother nag to me non-stop, then i said sorry...

and pufff~ everything was back to normal. i'm glad that my mother doesn't hate me that long ><

love you mum <3

and then my father came home from Langkawi, he brought along lots of chocolates with him :p

and they were extremely delicious. Yay for daddy ~

That's all i think. I wanted to make this as a lesson in the future. Don't ever cooked something and leave the cooking afterwards.... you may burnt the house.

Saranghae blog <3

 Love,        

Wan Nightmare